Feb 24 : Yelled at Mec
Today was great! I wish I didn't stay in bed and snooze for an hour. My day was a little groggy, but it ended off strong because I finished an impossible assignment.
I've known Meckyle for a good amount of time, and honestly he's a great guy, he has a good heart. Today we were in a lab, I was doing the lab, during the lab, which is not the best time to do it. It was pretty high-stress environment, I had to finish writing in the next 2 hours or get a 0. Meckyle's sitting beside me and he's working on the WRONG file, I obviously tell this guy. He looks at me and tells me No. I'm like okay whatever, and later he figures it out, and he made a remark about not being clearer when I told him. I lost it, I was so MAD, I actually think I raised my voice. It felt so bad, I thought I was over all that stuff. I apologized to him after, but what a sucky feeling. I never wanna get mad at anyone and this was so petty too.
Later that day I was doing Judo. I was sparring my friend, it was going pretty well. BAM! hip throw, all good I got back up he won't do the same thing twice. BAM! hip throw, now I have a strong feeling that he's going to hip throw again. In my head I visualized the throw, I knew the counter. I was waiting for him to hip throw me and I was ready to drive this guy into the ground. BAM! Foot sweep, ok whatever he's definitely going to hip throw me now, BAM! shoulder throw. The match ended, I was so caught up on countering the throw that I didn't try to throw him. Even though this is martial arts. The same thing happens in real life, you get ready for to counter a throw, but you get slammed into the ground. In life, like judo you have to be fluid, on the attack.