Feb 27th : Law as a business asset

I don't know if I can say today was a great day, but it wasn't bad. I was sad in the morning, it was just a gloomy mood. I powered through it, I put on my suit because I had a meeting today. After I put my suit on I felt better, inside I knew today was going to be a little depressing. I showed up at 8 am to school for a lab, I pull up there is no lab (defeat). I go study at the library for 4 hours then head to class. I realize the mistake I made on my midterm, something I thought was right, but what pissed me off was that it was mistake in my understanding of math. I thought I had Math on MY side no matter what(defeat). I work for another couple hours then its time for my business class. My friend Stuart helped me with my watch, fire guy.

In the middle of day, my friend calls me and wants to study with me. Samson sits down and we didn't really talk much. At that moment, I wasn't sad, I was happy. I was smiling ear to ear, and I didn't know why. I even told him, bro you just make me so happy. I imagine it's because I was just thinking about my problems, half the problems aren't even problems, they are just my imagination running wild in a negative way. It changed when I saw my friend, now I had to be concerned with how his life was going. I'm not sure if it provided a sense of relief because he's struggling just like I am, or something else.

I do the meeting, it was alright, I didn't form the connection I wanted to. I just wasn't able to build as much rapport (defeat). I went to Judo, got my ass kicked, I just kept getting thrown, everytime it was stupid mistakes. I felt so bad, when my opponent, the person that I'm trying to THROW, starts critiquing my throw, during the throw, he basically yelled YES now turn your body. I finished the throw, but I couldn't help feeling he gave me a freebie. Then I got thrown by some other people. It was fun, and then I came home.