June 3rd

I did not go to the gym in the morning, because I slept at 3am. I really need to start sleeping on time. I did go to the gym at 10pm, so it all worked out. I was reading psychology of money today, great book. There's a chapter in the book, where he talks about a person changes over time. People can change in the most unexpected ways sometimes. He argued that having a plan that takes into account this change is essential for not only for personal life but financial stability as well. In my case, I plan on working on something in order to find meaning in life, but I can see that in a mere 5 years, with the introduction of perhaps a family of my own. My values will shift drastically to fit those needs, maybe I'll want to stay home and I'll find deeper meaning in that. I was doing math today, and I realized I don't know some of the fundamental concepts of calculus. For reference I'm in Calc III now, which is the highest level of calculus I'm taking in my engineering degree. I can do all the problems but I can't see to understand the intuition behind the concept. I'm hoping to work on that in the future. I believe that a more solid of understanding of basics will help me apply these concepts in the real world, rather than just passing a class. I also realized today, that I like being free. It feels good to not really have to do something, I do the things I want to do. I'm gonna try my very best and somehow try and keep this feeling going, in order to do this I just need a decent cashflow.